sorry, i know i'm blogging a lot., but i shit you not

Burglar wakes men with spice rub, sausage attack
The Associated Press
Article Launched: 09/07/2008 03:57:19 PM PDT


FRESNO, Calif.—Fresno County authorities have arrested a man they say broke into the home of two farmworkers, rubbed one with spices and whacked the other with a sausage before fleeing.
Fresno County sheriff's Lt. Ian Burrimond says 22-year-old Antonio Vasquez of Fresno was found hiding in a nearby field wearing only a T-shirt, boxer shorts and socks.

Burrimond said Vasquez was arrested after deputies found a wallet containing his ID at the ransacked house just east of Fresno.
The victims told deputies they awoke Saturday morning to the stranger applying spices to one of them and striking the other with an 8-inch sausage.

Burrimond said money allegedly stolen in the burglary was recovered. The sausage was tossed away by the fleeing suspect and eaten by a dog.

I'm really confused right now

ok so those of you that are really close to me or to debi, know that we haven't been speaking for the past, well, two months. and tonight she called me when i was hanging out with vanessa, one of my friends here in chico, and it was kind of awkward for me. ya know? i'm really confused, i don't know if God said, "oh debi has done all she can in your life right now," but then said, "oh wait, she's not done, you have stuff you can learn from her." or what is going through his mind right now. its all very confusing, especially to me, since i believe that everyone comes into my life for a reason and when there purpose is done they kind of fade out of the picture, usually much to my dismay. but she called and it was kinda like old times, ya know? we just kinda fell back into our old thing like nothing had happened, and i think that may have been wrong cause something did happen and i was very confused during the phone call and i don't know if i'm wrong for feeling that we shouldn't have acted like nothing happened. i don't want to spark another fight or anything, but i'm kind of confused. i don't know what God is planning in my life, but i just have to trust him, as usual

are you kidding me?

http://www.gamedaily.com/articles/galleries/spores-spicy-beginning/?page=2

how is spore anti-christian?

i feel like i should make a post

but i don't know what about. *shrug* idk. i want to gush about dave (for those of you who i've told about jake, its the same guy, i got the name wrong, and don't make fun of me for it i've only like talked to him like 3 times total, ok well more than that, but still not much) oh and i was going to like offer to help him with the west coast swing (where i met him and he sucks) but he's improved greatly he's even started coming to the intermediate hour with me. *grins* i really like him and yeah he's great and sweet and a joy to be around and all that good stuff, but i seem to have run into a slight dilemma. i think he smokes, and the sad part i still like him a lot. but the smell of the smoke doesn't bother me its the actual smoke, so as long as he doesn't smoke around me, i should be fine. but ew, nasty habit!! grrrrrrrrrr its so frustrating that i still like him even tho i'm trying hard not to considering this new little con that i've recently discovered. i seem like i'm writing a lot about guy issues. and i apologize for that, but if you don't like it, well then don't read my blog! haha so there! it is kinda a no brainer that if you have a problem with it then don't read it, duh! anyway, i'm in a weird mood, but what else is new. anyway yeah i don't really have anymore to say. *shrug*

am i pushy?

seriously? am i pushy? this guy i like, like hasn't talked to me in days, i haven't told him, but i've been sending out hugs on facebook and stuff, but i send those to everyone, and i invited him to west coast swing with me, but i also invited vanessa and rachel, but i don't think i told him that. oops. but now whenever i notice he's online he like automatically signs off, its annoying. i've been talking with el-bitz about it (love her to death!!!!!) and she says to just wait, but i hate waiting, and anyone who has known me for any substatial amount of time knows that. GAH!!!!!! *hits head against wall in frustration* why are guys hard to figure out? well they are to me. like he treats me like a normal friend, and nothing more, but then he gave me hug the other day, and true it was like a lame one armed hug, but still that might have been because i had my books and notebook and pencil for aural and my check book for something later, in one arm. i don't know, and then i invite him somewhere with friends and he like ignores me! someone help me?! please? oh i've also been talking to becky and rosa and christine and rachel kemp (not previously mentioned rachel) and they basically laugh at me, well rachel and christine laugh at me, but i think becky and mia are getting tired of hearing about it too. *shrug* i'd probably be gushing to debi, but she's still not talking to me, despite the happy brithday text she sent me, which confused me, but any way i'm getting off topic now, hey what a surprise! since i swear i have ADD, anyway SO not the point. gah!! i just don't know what to do, and it totally doesn't help that i think about him all the time and it makes it really hard to concentrate in classes, fuck i hate guys, not really, obviously, but they are frustrating and annoying and ugh, but they make me happy and idk! fuck!

oh and this guy, K, (no seriously that is his name) keeps hitting on me, but he's also hitting on my friend vanessa, he's nice and all, but he's 26. helloooo so not for that age difference. but there are cute guys and stuff in dance and all that, like one of the TA's he's so nice and everything and when i dance with him he's like winking at me and smiling and like poking fun at me, but also says when i dance that i'm perfect, and since i'm almost always doubled up with another girl and one guy has to lead both of us (not at the same time) but he like never says it to the other girl, hes sweet and nice a cute and he's 21, that age difference doesn't bother me, and he'll wink at me after class when he sees, me and he winked at me and gave me a high five or whatever at west coast swing on wednesday. also two of my three partners for west coast were really cute, and my third, not as cute, but i've seen worse, was my best lead of the evening and he was complimenting me and stuff, but he smelled weird to me, like he didn't smell bad, but his smell just didn't appeal to me, which was awkward cause the step we learned was the sugar push and i was about 3 inches away from him. he was so sweet tho, he said i already danced at the intermediate level, and that was my first west coast lesson. he said this when vanessa and i were aruguing over if we were going to stay for the intermediate hour, but what ever, i like the TA, but i also like Ben, but Ben like won't even respond to my messages on facebook i'm sending him, and all i did was give him the info for the west coast in case he decided to come *sigh* i don't know