i don't know what to say, i thought i had ideas when i wanted to write, but now i'm basically clueless. hmm, i don't know what i've been doing lately. my best friend and i had a major fight and she doesn't consider us friends anymore. i'd prefer to still be friends, just because we've been through so much together. *sigh* i'm not gonna lie, i knew we were drifting apart, but i was hoping that i was wrong. truthfully, i saw this coming like a semi-truck. oddly enough i think i've been drifting apart from the people that were in my graduating class and closer to people that are a few years younger than i am. well with a few exceptions, i have been getting closer with some people older than i am and one person in my graduating class. i didn't/don't want this to be true, but i know it is. the only thing i can do now is trust in God because i know he has a plan for me and he has my best interest in heart and mind. it is kind of annoying and confusing when i don't always know what he means in what he does for me. but i have to trust in him. oh well. hope everyone has fun while i'm sweating and aching in New Orleans