Sunday, October 12, 2008

meh (again)

ok so not that i don't love Sonoma, i do, but i am SO glad to be back in Chico, despite the fact that i have lived in Sonoma since i was 3, i feel more at home in Chico. and i just realized (this came out of the blue, i was totally happy and copacetic) but i am in dire need of a girls night, i need time to just sit, watch chick flicks, talk about how stupid and clueless guys are. well i guess this isn't totally out of the blue cause i kinda did that with kaleen and vanessa today at dinner, we ordered pizza to go from Celestino's ate it outside (despite the fact that kaleen and i were freezing) in front of the PAC and had really funny, awkward conversations, one of which includes vanessa trying to find kaleen and i boyfriends (to that i said good luck, cause the guys will probably fall for you! kaleen agreed) and another of which included kaleen telling us a story that included her yelling vagina (she didn't mean to yell she just kinda did) and this cute guy walking by, vanessa apologizing, really loudly, and the guy walking away, not even looking at us, smiling. ah the things tha happen when you're just with your girl friends, lol. but then when we got back to craig, they both went to their rooms (in a different building) and i walked back to my room wishing we had been able to hang out longer, so i got on my computer and started talking to el-bitz which is fun, i love el-bitz!! and being frustrated that i have over 20 people from my friends list online and ben isn't online (i really hope he doesn't read this, well idk, i have mixed feelings about that) like i want a girls night, but i also really wanna hang out with, or at least talk to, ben, yeah i know my brain needs to make up its mind, but i'm pretty sure i'm leaning more towards the girls night thing! meh i miss my girl friends from sonoma (not that i don't love my girl friends here) but yeah, so i think thats about it...if it isn't then i'll post another blog, haha

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